Bursting!!

That's what my heart feels like it's doing so much of the time here lately! I love love love LOVE my little family. I can't begin to count the number of times I've simply said a word of Thanks to my Lord over the last couple of weeks. This love I have felt for my son over these 2.5 weeks is something I could.have.NEVER.EVER.dreamed was possible. I've heard people talk about it...but you can't explain the depth of this love...you can only experience it for yourself. My love for Brandon has grown immeasurably in this time as well. I am teary eyed now as I put these thoughts and feelings into words. What got me to reflecting on this you might ask? & even if you didn't think to ask...I feel like you should know and I want to share!

It's not some sentimental picture. NO! It's these two pictures of complete silliness from post bath time tonight. I can't tell you how much joy this little bundle all the way from Taiwan has brought us...
A new father-son activity...bath towel swinging!! We all just thought this was hysterical!! And then...I should have known what I was in for when Brandon was so excited by my "yes" response to his question "you mean I get to pick out his pajamas?" This is what they came out with... Harrison was laughing so hard because I was laughing so hard!! These simple moments of joy are priceless treasures!

If only I could transfer these feelings to all of those out there who have even an inkling of consideration for the prospect of building their family through adoption. Oh.My.Word. Don't let petty things stand in the way of moving forward. For those who think...I can't love a child who doesn't have "my blood" ...I could preach a sermon in response to this one!

If you feel a tugging, it is the Lord and if it is the Lord...HE.WILL.MAKE.A.WAY no matter the doubt or concerns that you immediately throw around when you feel that tugging. Anyone who makes you feel bad, guilty, or 2nd guess this calling for your family...well,my advice is to let the Lord deal with them!!